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 Have had food. (Soup!) Have had meds. Vented on Bluesky, where I am [bsky.social profile] lionesselise. Am about to rest again for a while. LIKE A POTATO. If a potato could crochet, anyhow. I'm in a mood for a little crocheting before sleepage.

Love you all.
You are the best.

"Blood at the Root" by LaDarrion Williams

Tue, Nov. 4th, 2025 07:29 pm
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It took me a lot longer than it should have to read this excellent book, because my depression made reading the ebook version a slog, even though it was extremely good and I knew it. Months later, I listened to the audiobook version, and I finally finished it. And I am so glad I did, because I was right. This book is amazing! I love the characters, I love the magic in it, I love the mystery and the heartbreak and the action. I love the world-building! I love everything about this book!

The story follows Malik, a young black man (seventeen for most of the story) with a history of pain and heartbreak. He is a strongly principled young man, and he has magic. He doesn't know how to use it at first, because he's on his own. But he manages to figure out enough to help his brother so they can start a new life together. In the process, he is found by lost family that have been trying to find him for ten years, a family of fellow magic users. He gets into a school of magic, reluctantly at first, but he needs answers to what happened to his mother. The school of magic he gets into is an HBCU -- a Historically Black College/University, and it is a vibrant and fascinating place, the writing is very well done, the author made the place come alive so powerfully.

The mystery in this story is a wild ride. I was able to put some things together ahead of him. Other things surprised me just as much as they surprised him. I am very, very much looking forward to the next installment, which is currently on hold at my local library. I hope it's at least as good as this one, and I have a lot of faith that it will be.

If you want to read a story about a young man finding his magic and getting involved in fighting the forces of wickedness, and you're tired of it always being a white boy, then I have a strong feeling you will love this, because all the major characters in this book are black, and most of them are magic users. I can only think of one white character at all in the book, a very minor one in the beginning, who didn't even get a name.

Seriously, this is light-years better than Harry Potter, no contest. And none of the bigotry! Along with many black characters, one of Malik's friends at school is a non-binary trans person, and another friend of his is a bisexual dude. I don't know about you, but I consider these things to be big pluses.

If I could give this book ten stars, I would!

https://www.goodreads.com/review/show/6539846073

(I gave it five stars out of five.)

voted

Tue, Nov. 4th, 2025 10:01 pm
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The three of us voted this afternoon, then went to the supermarket, where we had to deal with a pushy person who wanted us to sign dodgy-looking petitions: he said they were for same-day voter registration, but I noticed that the page he wanted us to sign didn't say what we were signing for. There are dozens of possible state ballot questions for next year, so it could be almost anything. (The procedure in Massachusetts, as I understand it, is people or organizations say "I want to put this on the ballot," and then the attorney general vets the proposals, and either OKs them or explains why not. After that, they can collect signatures.)

The only thing on the ballot in Boston today was city council seats, after the incumbent mayor's main opponent formally withdrew after coming in a distant second in the primary. Happily, I had a choice of five or six good candidates for the four at-large city council seats.

Addendum: there are in fact forty-seven "petition initiatives" on the state website, including a few that are labeled as versions A, B, or even C of the same thing. The list is on the state website: https://www.mass.gov/info-details/ballot-initiatives-submitted-for-the-2026-biennial-statewide-election-proposed-laws-and-2028-biennial-statewide-election-proposed-constitutional-amendments

Fic: Extra Time

Tue, Nov. 4th, 2025 05:56 pm
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Now that [community profile] rarepairexchange authors have been revealed, I can tell you what I wrote!  A Riker/Ro fic!

And this was not my first fic for this exchange. I got about halfway into a fic that I really liked, set during the Dominion War, just after the destruction of Enterprise. Riker and Ro were both on separate missions for Starfleet and the Maquis, and chanced to meet in a bar on some station somewhere. The problem was, that this is not an exchange that allows for genfics, and while I could have a really interesting conversation between the two, I couldn't figure out how to get them together in a way that I found satisfactory and realistic. I thought I could! but it didn't work out. So I stopped and did this instead. Throughout the process, [personal profile] sixbeforelunch was extremely helpful.

Title: Extra Time
Author: Beatrice_otter
Fandom: Star Trek: The Next Generation
Characters: Ro Laren/Will Riker
Written for: Eratoschild in Rare Pair Exchange 2025
AN: Thank you to [personal profile] sixbeforelunch  for brainstorming help and betaing.

On AO3. On Ad Astra. On Squidgeworld. At Pillowfort. On Tumblr.

"I wish I could give you better news, Will," Captain Picard said over the shuttle's comm system.

Will rubbed his forehead. "It's about what I expected, sir." The business of Enterprise's schedule and the shortage of other Starfleet vessels in the area to handle routine matters was why he and Ro had been dispatched in the shuttle Cousteau to handle this mission in the first place.

The anthropologists studying Lichiri V had wrapped up their mission and been extracted months ago. They'd returned to their university only to find that they had not double-checked their packing lists and had left a few small bits of equipment behind. Nothing big or hard to replace, but Lichiri V was currently in the middle of a (very slow) industrial and technological revolution, and nobody wanted to take the risk that some bright Lichirian would find the damn things and figure out enough about them to do damage. Enterprise was the only ship in the area, and she was busy with some tense diplomatic negotiations, and would be for a while.

Fortunately or not, Lichiri V was just at the edge of reasonable shuttle travel from the two systems Enterprise was currently stuck hovering between. Ro needed supervised piloting hours to get her small craft certification back. And, despite Will trying to find a better answer, he was the officer Enterprise could currently spare with the least disruption. And his own dislike of the ensign was not sufficient reason to disrupt other ship operations more than necessary.

So, Will and Ro had been dispatched to go pick up the equipment in the Cousteau. Four days in a cramped shuttle, a day or two in the Lichiri system to pick up the equipment and restock the shuttle with basics like water, oxygen, and hydrogen, and four days back.

If a freak ion storm hadn't blown up when they were already mid-takeoff, they'd already be on their way out of the system. Instead, the Cousteau had been damaged, they'd had to land again, and they'd be stuck here until Enterprise could swing by and pick them up. Which at the rate negotiations were going could take weeks, if not longer.

Read more... )

I lost weight

Tue, Nov. 4th, 2025 04:04 pm
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Apparently, I've lost weight. Used to be 260, now I'm 235. Nobody is more surprised than I am. I was fully convinced I couldn't lose weight.
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 Because I recently turned 65, there were changes in my insurance.
I now have Blue Cross Blue Shield, which I used to have some years ago before I got switched to a different insurance.
They have now denied a med that is a cornerstone of why I am feeling better and breathing better these days.

The switch happened after my August birthday.
All the other meds are (allegedly, and I do believe them) on the way from the mail order pharmacy (who were good when I used to use them).
This med has been denied by insurance, which is BCBS. Even after special authorization, which they told me I needed, they denied it.

Am almost out.

(Yes, this is the med that the other insurance company kept only filling for one month, despite my doc writing a three-month scrip every frikkin time. Yes, this is one of the things I worry about running out of, because it matters a lot.)

Also you may imagine bitter laughter as various med and scheduling people explain to me that the insurance is apparently requiring the patient, me, go in to meet with the doc. The agoraphobic patient, these days. Though we did get to "virtual visit is acceptable," which is good, before we got to "the first virtual visit possible is a while after patient runs out of meds" which is not.

This stuff is what I was already making calls on and trying to handle before I got COVID. The two together is just a really horrible coincidence.

(Even if we did try to switch me to the insurance that was fine with it before (like Blue Cross Blue Shield was actually fine with it a few years ago when I had it!), there's no guarantee we won't run afoul of some new rule.) 

There are options being looked into, for which details will be scant and the passive voice, for the moment, will be employed.

I do not have words that will cover exactly how I feel about this insurance bullshit. However the person just now taking the note to give my doc did write down faithfully that "patient is worried that without this med, she may not be around to keep this appointment," which is at least something I guess.

I am hungry. (I am the king now and I want a sandwich?) Actually what I want right now is soup. I wonder if I can stand up long enough to microwave some. Gotta put some food in or the meds might bounce, and it's meds time.

Grrrrr.





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Loyal Revenge


ONLINE E-BOOK (html, epub, mobi, pdf, and xhtml)

Free at my website.


Empty Dagger Hand (The Three Lands). Dolan is a quiet young man who spends his days working as a scribe. So why does he carry a hidden dagger?

New installment:

Side story | Loyal Revenge. His loyalty and his wickedness have come into conflict with each other.


EARLY ACCESS

My readers at Patreon and Ream get the first look at Flight Through the Forest (The Thousand Nations: The Motley Crew #2). That novella will go into general release next month.


BLOG FICTION

Tempestuous Tours (Crossing Worlds: A Visitor's Guide to the Three Lands #2). A whirlwind tour of the sites in the Three Lands that are most steeped in history, culture, and the occasional pickpocket.

New installment:


NEWS & UPCOMING FICTION

I'm sorry for posting so little online fiction last month; I spent all month struggling to transfer computers, so that I could retain/regain laptop access to the web, which I managed to achieve at the beginning of this month. Fortunately, I was able to edit and lay out "Flight Through the Forest" on my old laptop in the meantime.

The novella Heir (The Three Lands: Blood Vow side story) is up next on my release schedule. If you started reading Chronicles of the Great Peninsula during the last few years, here's your chance to meet several of Dolan's kinfolk, back when they were young. If you've been reading Chronicles of the Great Peninsula for a while now, here's the return of the characters from The Fire Before, fourteen years later. If you're a careful reader of Chronicles of the Great Peninsula, you know what's about to happen to the town of Valouse.


Ways to offer me a tip, financial or nonfinancial )

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Moody photograph of the ocean from an outlook. In the foreground, two dirty hands claw their way up over the edge toward the viewer. Text: Mystery & Suspense, at Fancake.
[community profile] fancake's theme for November is mystery & suspense. If you have any questions about this theme, or the comm, come talk to me!

Paying it forward

Tue, Nov. 4th, 2025 08:22 am
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If anyone needs a hand to get through this month, let me know. You don’t need to explain, it doesn’t need to be SNAP related in any way. Comments screened. (Not doing friend of a friend stuff, just you, people who read this.)

I will probably make this post private in like a week out of sheer embarrassment so ask soon if you need something.

Crafting Update, October 2025

Mon, Nov. 3rd, 2025 07:39 pm
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DIVING RIGHT IN!!

A pivot table, showing I crafted over 47 hours in October on 11 different projects.
[Image Description: 'A pivot table, showing I crafted over 47 hours in October on 11 different projects.' title='October 2025 Crafting Spreadsheet]

So yes! I tried a lot of projects in October! Some of which were abandoned! But I did have some finishes, so let's check them out:

A sticker puzzle featuring a Day of the Dead decorated skull.
[Image Description: A sticker puzzle featuring a Day of the Dead decorated skull.]

I got this sticker puzzle from my library several years back as a Take and Make kit. Man, I miss those kits! So much fun and they were FREE! Anyway, I finally did this one for The Lab challenge in Nerdopolis. The theme was "Science Lab" and this was my writeup:

Did you know Post-It notes were an accidental invention? A 3M scientist was attempting to create a super-strong adhesive when he accidentally created a weak adhesive instead. This adhesive was low-tack and responded to pressure. For this challenge, I did some experimenting with the weak adhesive on the back of my sticker puzzle (a Take and Make kit from my local library!). I tested to see if I could remove and replace the stickers to perfect their position (I could!).

Team shout out for Nerd Cred: My sticker puzzle is of a decorated skull for “El Dia de los Muertos” (The Day of the Dead). In Final Fantasy XI, there is an infamous quest to unlock your subjob that requires farming three items from monsters, one of which is a Magicked Skull that comes from skeleton enemies.


I've opted not to include the "before" picture here, showing the sticker sheet. This was fun and just challenging enough to BE fun and not annoying. It probably took me about an hour - I didn't time myself. I have another one of these sticker puzzles (a Monet print) that I hope to do for a future challenge in The Lab.

A pair of bright red legwarmers, worn.
[Image Description: A pair of bright red lacy knitted legwarmers, worn.]

I only did one legwarmer this month--the other was completed in a previous month for a different challenge. I had to alter the pattern because my yarn was more of a bulky than worsted, and so I didn't get gauge. I guessed on pattern alterations which I thought worked well at first, but the truth is that there's not enough negative ease, and these slide down. Boo.

This legwarmer was submitted in the Nerdopolis Challenge "The Games We Played", with the writeup:

My family used to vacation in Hayward, WI when I was quite young, and we always brought board games along to play. Two of the games we played were Hungry, Hungry Hippos (which has a red playing board) and Hi-Ho! Cherry-O! (in which you collect red cherries). In honor of these memories, I’ve made a red legwarmer.


A crocheted water bottle carrier, with an attached pocket for a cell phone.
[Image Description: A crocheted water bottle carrier, with an attached pocket for a cell phone.]

This was a necessity. See, I've acquired a pair of earbuds which means I am now taking my phone to the gym so I can listen to Final Fantasy music while working out, as one does. Well, carrying phone AND water bottle AND keys AND towel AND spray bottle is a bit much, so I made this to combine two of the items into one convenient carry package. It works pretty well. Not perfect, but much better than juggling everything. I submitted this in Area 51, the challenge for finished WIPs or stuff made with stash yarn. This was from stash.

The start of a sleeve for a knitted cardigan.
[Image Description: The start of a sleeve for a knitted cardigan. The generous amount of ribbing at the wrist is done, along with a few rows of the sleeve body. The sleeve is gray with a teal cable running down its middle.]

This is one of my Summit Seeker projects--those projects that will take more than a month to do. I decided to start with a sleeve and use it as my gauge swatch. My first attempt was last year, and I (a) cast on the wrong amount of stitches (b) used bigger needles at the time, and well, I just didn't like the fabric I was producing. So I frogged and started again with smaller needles AND the proper cast-on amount. Much happier now!

A crocheted approximation of Emet-Selch's soul crystal.
[Image Description: A crocheted approximation of Emet-Selch's soul crystal. It is purple and has an embroidered constellation on it, similar to the Gemini constellation.]

There was a challenge this month in which you were to make something related to a "bad guy" in your nerdery and I WAS NOT ABOUT TO MAKE AN EMET-SELCH DOLL, NO MATTER HOW MUCH I WANTED TO because ain't nobody got time to do a doll AND clothes in a month's time. I considered several options, included double-knitting something, but in the end I just winged it with crochet. It's... okay. Fulfills the challenge, but eh.

Some of the things on the list of things i tried are things I intend to go back to and finish (I *need* the Cat Lady Bag). Others, well, probably won't return to. But I had fun this month, for the most part.

Not fun: I worked on my Motion Picture Mosaic Cardi. FINALLY finished the sleeve I was on, so moved on to the right front. Problem: the edge of the back did NOT meet the edge of the front. I tried to hack a fix, but it didn't work (would have looked really stupid). So I need to frog at least SOME of the cardi. It's still in time out because I can't bear to look at it and figure out how much I need to pull back.
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3 things from the past week(...ish, I mean, I went through the weekend and didn't realize I'd forgotten to post here until I woke up this morning. Let's blame the time change?)

1) My sister and fam have an 18-month-old toddler dog who is very confused by the time change. She started asking for her dinner (usually between 4:30-5:00) at 2:30 yesterday and when she didn't get it, started randomly throwing her toys around the living room. I can't say I blame her.

2) My other sister shares my love of Nebraska women's volleyball and likes to text me reactions during matches, but yesterday as her texts piled up I finally told her, "Sorry, I'm stress-cross-stitching my way through this one." Since I picked it up in earnest again 4 years ago, cross stitching really has become a release valve for me. It has basically saved my sanity on Sunday mornings, when I go to services at a local Methodist church where my BIL is the pastor. I love him and want to support him and their whole family, and he's way more progressive than the congregations he's had want him to be, but the fishbowl aspect of being the pastor's family puts a lot of pressure on my sister, their kids, and to some extent me. He's very cool with us doing things during service like stitching (my sister and I) and drawing or writing (the kids), and I'm super grateful that he hasn't put up a stink about it. My sister, a college professor, has been encouraging students to bring handcrafts to her classes if it won't distract others, and the students are happier and more focused when they take her up on it. The power of making stuff.

3) My love of museums and sometime interest in true crime combined in reading this book: The Mona Lisa Vanishes: A Legendary Painter, a Shocking Heist, and the Birth of a Global Celebrity. (Link to bookshop.org, which supports independent bookstores.) It's written for middle grade and teen readers, but given my attention span the last few years it's perfect for me. Nicholas Day weaves the stories of the creation of the painting and the 1911 theft that propelled the painting from obscurity to what it is today. Highly recommended if you're into art, museums, heists, and/or history.

And of course it's a timely subject now, given the recent theft at the Louvre. It's really funny that the best known heists don't usually rely on elaborate plans by cunning gangs of highly skilled and intelligent masterminds. I think the people in charge of museums would like that mythic narrative to continue because the truth makes them look more vulnerable, while the myth makes their security systems seem a lot harder to overcome than they actually are. The truth is most museums don't have the funds to have elaborate technology and unassailable security for anything but their most valuable treasures. And sometimes not even then.
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Still have COVID.
Still continuing.
Still resting like potatoes.
(With the caveat that I do get up and sit in a chair for a while each day, because my body needs that for some things.)

Today's things included talking on phone with multiple people at new insurance/pharmacy/et cetera.
Cried twice.
This is harder than it actually needs to be.
Told them, when they asked if med was medically necessary, that I like breathing and wished not to give it up.
(I DUNNO, WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU GUYS THINK, IS A MED THAT HELPS WITH MY ALLERGIES AND MY ASTHMA POSSIBLY IMPORTANT WHEN I AM IN ACUTE COVID RIGHT NOW? WHY COULD THAT POSSIBLY MATTER, RIGHT GUYS?)

Paxlovid mouth-taste is evil.
Only have to get through tonight and tomorrow and however long the aftertaste lasts.
Am combating it with gummy candies. 
Decided why the heck not.
About to open bag of jelly turtles that tells me they are from Spain.
O jelly turtles from Spain, I put my hope in your benevolent tastiness.

Thank you all for being here.
Good words help a lot. Maybe tell me something good from your life today?
I like hearing about good moments.

I do have plans. 
They are not vengeance unless vengeance is making really good art.
I just have to get well enough to realize them.
Meanwhile, jelly turtles from Spain, and also some weird blueberry planets that are freaking huge.
And you all. I like you people. Hello, people!
I may be slightly giddy again.




Books read, November 2025

Mon, Nov. 3rd, 2025 11:54 am
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  • 3 November
    • I'm in Love with the Villainess (manga), vol. 7 (Inori)

Taking action, in a way

Mon, Nov. 3rd, 2025 10:42 am
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I've been wanting to be more active on Dreamwidth recently, both in terms of posting and of reading all of your posts, but I couldn't really bring myself to do that while I had a backlog of comments in my email going back to September. This morning I've simultaneously got time and energy to deal with this, so I'm trying to work through those old responses, either responding to or deleting all of those comments. So if you get a response to an older comment you left (some of these were from as far back as September), that's what's going on. And I'm looking forward to getting to "see" you more in the near future.

Have a great day!

Update on AO3 tag-wrangling application

Mon, Nov. 3rd, 2025 10:19 am
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When I applied to a tag wrangler at AO3, they said not to write asking about the status of my application until 5 weeks had passed. That was last week, so I wrote and inquired. They wrote back saying they'd had more applications than expected, so to wait until 5 November, so I'm still waiting.

Working through anger

Sun, Nov. 2nd, 2025 06:03 pm
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A friend responded to me with uncharacteristic and intense anger a couple of days ago and I don't know why (yet). While I'm waiting on more information, I've been thinking about other times I've faced intense anger.

I don't remember many. One time, I was exhausted and needed to leave, and a friend said if I left, the friendship was over. I thought we would work it out after getting a chance to rest, but despite several attempts, he stuck to the friendship being over.

Another time, a friend was angry that I couldn't continue in a painful situation. Despite attempts to talk about it, that friendship eventually ended too.

I remember being angry as romantic relationships deteriorated, but I don't remember partners communicating anger and working it through. Or responding well to my attempts to communicate anger and work it through. Which is why I'm not in any of those relationships anymore.

I have a felt sense of quicksand in relationships (of any sort). Like, "oops, this ground has gotten treacherous, time to back up." Looking back, I think that's been when people are angry. But they don't say, "I'm angry at you for X and want things to be different going forward." They emotionally withdraw, and eventually cut things off. Sometimes it's been when I felt safe enough to express a boundary of my own, and found out that wasn't safe after all.

I suppose the most... not positive, exactly, but open experiences of anger were as a bodywork practitioner. If a client got angry, I held space and listened and responded as best I could. But that's a different dynamic than relationships out in the world. I do have the basic tools of active listening and trying to stay grounded.

I'm not feeling super hopeful about the current situation. Do you have stories or resources about successfully working through anger?

ETA: I wrote a short apologetic, puzzled email and got back that it's all good, just an intense and exhausting week. Whew. I mean, I got blasted with *something*, but good to know it wasn't about me and therefore no longer my problem.

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Sun, Nov. 2nd, 2025 08:21 pm
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After several days in a row of being able to walk more than is now typical for me, and also doing PT, yesterday my ankle hurt enough that I stayed put as much as possible. I took a naproxen around lunchtime, which made no descernible difference.

I'm doing significantly better today, in terms of ankle and other joint pain. I didn't go for a walk, but did go outside to take out trash and spend a few minutes outdoors during daylight, and then started on what has turned out to be a lot of PT exercises. We're back on standard time as of this morning, meaning the sun set in Boston at 4:35 (we're near the eastern edge of this time zone).

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